The Blurry Years

The Float and the Fog

This past week­end I start­ed man­u­al­ly re-post­ing blog entries from 2002 to 2004 that have been stuck on sta­t­ic pages for years into the cur­rent data­base sys­tem. Blog entries from 2004 — well, at least the ones with no dead links — are now in the sys­tem. I already start­ed re-post­ing entries from 2003 but I’m cur­rent­ly stuck in the month of March because, well, 2003 wasn’t a very good year for me because that’s the year I lost my moth­er and read­ing the posts brings back bad mem­o­ries. Things my night­mares are made of. I just couldn’t make myself to do the rest.

I know for a fact that I don’t remem­ber much about 2003 aside from the things sur­round­ing my mother’s death but appar­ent­ly I don’t remem­ber much about the ear­li­er months of 2004 either. For instance, I didn’t remem­ber win­ning anoth­er Blog­gie Award in March 2004. But then again, things that are big­ger than win­ning the Blog­gies start­ed to hap­pen on the very same day which led me to where I am now — both geo­graph­i­cal­ly and emo­tion­al­ly — so I for­give myself for for­get­ting. :)

One of these days I’ll get around to re-post­ing the rest of the blog entries from 2003. One of these days.

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